Well on 2/23/2011 I recieved a BFN from IUI #3. I had really high hopes after my positive in Jan. It is still so hard knowing that my precious Angel is gone, but I know she is happy with God in Heaven. This gives me some comfort.
I am now waiting to start IUI #4. This will be my final IUI and I am so scared, nervous and excited! I do not want to give up, but unfortunately insurance does not cover anything. All of our procedures are out of pocket. If this IUI fails we will be moving onto IVF in July 2011, if we have the money. IVF is about $20,000.00! Why does this have to be so hard???? It just does'nt feel fair. I keep calm by knowing that God is with me always and I believe that He will give us our miracle!
IUI #4 should start in the next few days. My RE is going with an aggressive approach since this is my final cycle with him. I will be on FSH injections only. I am hoping and praying that this will make my follicles and eggs healthier and completely mature. I am also hoping that this will give me at least 4 mature follicles to ovulate. This will be my 3rd month doing acupuncture. I Love acupuncture, but this is also very pricey. It is suppose to help me make healthy eggs by increasing the blood flow through my reproductive organs and balancing my Chi. We have so many people praying for us and that brings me joy and comfort. It is amazing how much support my husband and I have. I am so grateful and thankful for all of you!
I will update as my cycle continues and hopefully this IUI will bring us the baby that we long for!
