These last couple weeks have been so great and exciting. Dave and I painted the nursery and put together David's crib. I get teary eyed when I walk into the nursery because I never really believed that we would ever have a nursery in this house. I am so grateful.
My baby shower is on Saturday Febuary 4, 2012. I am so excited. I am just overwhemled with emotions. I feel so much love, joy and excitement for our future. My family has been absolutely amazing and I feel that my depression has lifted which has brought me so much closer to my family. I have the most amazing family and I feel that infertiltiy has really blocked me from them in the past. My depression was just so bad that I didn't care to participate in anything and I lost the closeness that I use to have. I am so thankful that it is all in the past and that I can now enjoy Sunday dinners with family and I again feel that I am a part of my family. It is so amazing and brings me so much happiness. I am trying not to take a single day for granted.
Infertiltiy is such a cruel disease and it reeks havoc in everyones lives. I pray that anyone suffering will be lifted by God and carried thru these hard times. No one desereves to go thru infertility. God is capable is of everything and anything. I have faith that He will help all that are suffering.
I am so grateful for our miracle and thank God everyday!
Praise the Lord! Thank You God! <3 <3 <3
33 Weeks, Dave and I
